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I have not updated in a while. i have been very unproductive and lazy. i work almost every single day. and i find my self growing increasingly tired. next week is the last week of my summer course (thank god). i have to wake up every morning at 8 and listen to the teacher talk for 2 hours. his voice is annoying. i am doing ok in the class. i am not worried about passing. since i have been home i havnt really done anything but work. i havnt even seen any of my friends except for my friend alex who i went to the movies with 2 months ago. oddly enough i find no urge to see them even though i havnt seeen most of them in like 6 months. i sort of stopped writing. and by saying "sort of stopped" i mean i stopped. not really sure if i am just too tired too with working so much and the school work on top of it or what but although i sometimes find the urge to write for a brief period of time, i dont. i think i should but im not sure if i will soon. i have been reading though. im stilling making my way through a book of disquiet. its brilliant. i enjoy reading it but find it to be very complex and rich with meaning and though so that i am reading it slowly. i have also read all 7 of the chronicles of narnia books which i read when i was younger. i still really enjoy these books greatly. i dont think i will ever get tired of them. i have also been dling a lot of movies. i seen some good ones. also i have been watching battlestar galactica and doctor who and torchwood. they are good shows.